Cheryl’s Blog

1:40am, 8th Nov 2005..

My dear just went to sleep… while i don’t feel sleepy at all… our happy days r running through my head now… i should be smiling.. but.. contrary to tat, my tears r falling..

i dunno y… mood suddenly changed… it should be very happy chatting with my dear… yea, it was very happy… but when we mentioned those happy moments, i felt down…

i’m leaving for just a month, 1 month, 30 days, it’s not long, right? erm… yes, it’s very short, i should say… not seeing my dear for 30 days, compared with last time, looking at him everyday in skool, it’s really a great difference… 30 days, really not long, this is what i alwiz say to myself…

well, no one is listening.. but it’s better to shout out wut’s in my mind now… feeling much better…

i’ll miss u, dear….

Hmm… it has been almost 2 weeks i’m in Kota Kinabalu…. As what I’ve expected, I do miss Kuala Lumpur. I miss my friends most, those crazy one, could be hardly found here. Anyway, let time decide it, friendship really need a long period to be built up. Ah-huh~~~~ I didn’t say that the friends over here aren’t good, they are nice too, just not that 38 type… I prefer going on with those 38 type… 2nd thing, shopping complex… I miss 1 Utama, Midvalley Megamall, Sungei Wang, etc.etc… the largest shopping complex over here, erm.. let me think.. a little larger then Leisure Mall.. guess what? I can’t even find any PDI and Pn’Co outlet store over here… my favourite brand neh… By the way, Time Square is going to be built soon, it’s really a good news for those shopping freank, but omg, going to be built, how long does it take to build the whole thing? more than 2 years, like that in KL, 2 years? muhaha, I’ve gone back to KL…. What else? No pasar malam here, but there’s a Gaya Street every Sunday in the middle of the town.. A pasar pagi, more things are sold in this Gaya Street, sort of things like pasar malam n flea market, I always found nice cheap bracelets n cutie hamsters here… So, what can I do without shopping complex? Well, I actually go to a club, learning some kinds of sports… sounds good, right? Nah… I’m that fast-feel-bored type, learn this a little bit, then that one.. I wish to learn more things, but… give up. Squash, bowling, snooker, I played all of these before, but not interested on either of them, how? Lazyla, what to do? Finally, just working out those instruments in gym room, easy to use… don’t have to catch ball, neither do miss all the balls and get a zero for the whole game, haha… Anyway, Kota Kinabalu isn’t that bad. At least I can breathe in fresher air here, and there are less bus and motorbikes here, this is absolutely good for amateur reckless unsteady driver like me, hehe… Traffic jams not as serious as those in KL, More greenary views, and u can see beachside and sea even on the highway, which could never be seen in Kuala Lumpur, hard to imagine? friends, just come and take a visit, worth, really~~ see ya soon….

Hmm… as most of you here known, I’m leaving KL soon… I just… don’t wanna leave. I love KL. I was borned in KL. I studied in KL. I meet u guys in KL. My everything is in KL. How could I leave KL just…without any sadness? Perhaps, life in KK would be much better than KL, but…. *sigh*

Anyway, I just wanna thank all my friends, families and enemy who have brought me so many things here. <Hoho, sounds like preparing a speech which will be needed in an academy awards….>

Those who always stand by me, Mei Yi, Ying Huey, Qiao Qing, Kai Rong, thanks for everything you’d given me, I learn most from you guys, you guys really spice up my life; Those who always give me their hand, Steppy, thanks for fetching me at night, Elaine, thanks for your help when I met those complicated admin. problem; My son, Jia Liang, thanks for being my greatest son, remember to find this single mom a dad; My special 2nd, Kai Zhen, thanks for treating me nice, but please don’t be too nice, you know what, I’ve already got uncurable ‘k-z-phobia’; my ex-assistant monitor, Chin Hong, it’s a miracle for us to be borned in the same day, thanks for helping me so much in the class; my ex-ex-assistant monitor, Hoo Keng, thanks for helping me too; the one who always make me cry, Choon Shean, thanks for dunno-wut, but u’r really kinda fun to be with if u don’t think too much; sai lou+expert photographer, Weng Fai, thanks for taking so many nice pictures for us; the crazy gang and the only 11 guys in 5Sc2, Chee Hoe, Kam Hoong, Kin Chung, Zhen Cheq -stop calling me aunty-, Rip, Goh, Jwen Fai, the guys who are mentioned, being with u guys would free our girls from boredom; the smart and bright one, Shi Hui, Lianne, Yun Shing, Tirza, Pei Yee, Yoke Yeng, Meei Yunn thanks for solving my problems; ; ‘Gao Sui’ family, Shio Wei, Pui Khoon, Cia Yee, thanks for gossiping with me; all my ex-classmates, everyone in 5Sc2, u guys r really cool, I’ll miss u, I’m wondering how my future classmates would be…

My SJ committees, thanks for supporting me, be good in SJ, it’s really tough being a SJ member; my enemy of the day, Jian Woon,thanks for letting me know that someone who treat me nice in front of me not certainly someone who is sincere and honest to me at the back; My ‘Internal Affair’ drama group, idea, Aliya, the special one, Yee Sam, Woei Chyuan, CK, Khang Ning; prefect, Kah Ching, Shee Jie, Steppy, Poh Ling, Chen Yee, Poh Siong; gangster, Chin Hong, Chan Hoh, Chen Kiat, Woon Chieng, thank you, really, thanks for helping me out for my drama; My PBC family, ah goh-Chun Wei, gah-J-Steppy, Lea Joo, Sai Lou- Weng Fai, Joyce, days of making backdrop were tough, however, unforgettable.

My hang-out buddies, Kelly, Rachel, Natalie, thanks for spending your days with me; My so-called family, Stephy Mom, Sum Yie Poh, Geraldine Yee, Ee Jeng daddy(still considered?), Kah Hoe sai lou, my dear ‘Wong Shiong’, Hon Kit, thanks for letting me know the real interested part of music; Some intereting tuition mates, Pang Han, Pang Ping, Heidi, Bin Yew, thanks for making Mrs. Yuen’s tuition class not so boring; My 30-step-neighbour, Tan family, Lea Joo, Lea Ngar, thanks for solving household matters of mine; Mei Pei, Jun Yi, founder of the re-union circles, thanks for giving us a chance to be together again.

Oh dear, there are really too much to be mentioned. If i didn’t mention someone that you think you are remarkable for me, tell me la… Well, my life in KL, colorful, wonderful, beautiful, etc.etc. My life in KK? hope that someone could make it colorful, wonderful, and beautiful… Guys, thank you~! - I’ll be back-