Mood of tonight…
Monday, November 7th, 20051:40am, 8th Nov 2005..
My dear just went to sleep… while i don’t feel sleepy at all… our happy days r running through my head now… i should be smiling.. but.. contrary to tat, my tears r falling..
i dunno y… mood suddenly changed… it should be very happy chatting with my dear… yea, it was very happy… but when we mentioned those happy moments, i felt down…
i’m leaving for just a month, 1 month, 30 days, it’s not long, right? erm… yes, it’s very short, i should say… not seeing my dear for 30 days, compared with last time, looking at him everyday in skool, it’s really a great difference… 30 days, really not long, this is what i alwiz say to myself…
well, no one is listening.. but it’s better to shout out wut’s in my mind now… feeling much better…
i’ll miss u, dear….
